When my size has allowed me to settle for the wrong man!!!!!!!!!!

When my size has allowed me to settle for the wrong man!!!!!!!!!!! Am I in a relationship with a man that clearly doesn’t see the beauty that lies deep with in me? He looks at my size, my weight, my figure, my curves, but never my heart. Does he look at me with disgust, and call me derogatory names, embarrassed of me in front of his friends, just because of my size? Does he take for granted the person that I am, and the gifts I carry inside? He doesn’t support my dreams or even plan for our future. He never speaks with kindness, joy he has convinced himself that because I am a plus size he’s the best I will ever get. He never says that you are beautiful, you are pretty, your the woman I have dreamed of. He has even laid his hands on me, never in a good way but just to remind me that I have given him that much control of me mentally. He has never held me in his arms, and made me feel like “The” special woman that God has created. He has abused the word love that is genuinely shared intimately, and felt so deep that it can’t be explained. I have never heard those three words” I Love You” part from the lips of his mouth. As I take the step forward to focus on me I begin to realize settling is no longer an option. I deserve more, I am more. I don’t need a man to define me. I know who I am. I will no longer allow my size stand in the way of me settling for the wrong man. I am a precious jewel that God has designed to be kept, cherished, valued, and loved. I am a Plus Size woman, a woman that deserves the Right man that loves all of ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!